Sunday, July 15, 2012

Summer.....vacation? A Myth!

We have all heard people say things like: "Must be nice to only work 9 months." "Wow, I wish I had the summer off." "You get paid in the summer, even though you aren't working?"
Let's debunk a few myths here.
Myth #1- Teachers only work 9 months. Wrong. During the summer we participate in a wide variety of professional development activities. Everything from workshops that take a day at a time to summer courses at a university. These are required to keep up our certification. If we aren't in classes, we are typically researching new methods to teach the ever evolving state and national standards. Or, if you have had a change of assignment, you move your classroom and spend the summer packing, unpacking, organizing, sorting, and setting up a brand new classroom.
Myth #2- Summers off. See Myth 1. Add to this the opportunity to teach summer school. Best of all, this is when we get to have all those doctor and dentist appointments we put off all year long. Or home maintenance, or spending time with our own children. Don't get me wrong, we do take time to camp, hike, or do whatever else helps us relax, but we don't get "summers off." Many teachers also take on summer jobs just to make ends meet. I personally do taxes for a business and program/script for a website to make money in the summer months.
Myth #3- Getting paid when we aren't working. See Myths 1 and 2. Teachers are salaried. We used to get paid our salary over only the months that we actively taught students. But this led to many teachers collecting unemployment in the summer months, which costs the state and district money. Also, it created problems of a teacher wasn't wise in saving money for monthly bills in the summer like water, electricity, etc. So, to prevent this, our salary is spread out over 12 months. We aren't paid any more that we would have been. The money is just allotted differently.
"Must be nice to be a teacher and have summers off." Yeah, must be nice........

Monday, May 28, 2012

Uncertainties

As the school year comes to a close, there are many uncertainties that we face. Did we prepare them (the students) well enough for the next school year? How well did they do on state assessments?  What will next year's class be like? Will they remember everything we taught them?
But there are far more pressing concerns. Will my students be safe over the summer? Will they have enough to eat? Will they have a roof over their heads or running water? Will next year's teacher care for them they way we did?
For many of our students, these are their realities. Until all students feel safe, loved, well fed, and cared for we cannot hope to compete on an international level. During the school year, schools provide many of these things for the kids and the kids thrive in the structured environment. In the summer, they have no support system or structure.
Teachers are not just teachers anymore. For many kids...too many kids....we are counselors, parents, teachers, nurses, you name it- we try to provide it- even if it comes out of our own pockets. We give up valuable time to teach students manners, dental and physical hygiene, deal with social issues, find them glasses, clothing, or meet other needs.
Our priority is our students. If only the government saw beyond the test scores and looked at the children and made THEM the priority- not the test score.

Thursday, May 3, 2012

Frustrations and Celebrations

Teaching is full of frustrations. The politics. Staff. Parents. Standards. Paperwork. You name it. Sometimes we just get overwhelmed with the mountain of frustrations that face us. And then, the kids walk in the door. A good teacher sets aside the frustrations. The old adage, "Never let them see you sweat" is very true. But once you let those kids in the door, their own needs and personalities make it very simple to lay those frustrations aside and begin the work you are trained to do. The kids come first.
Find something to celebrate each day. Improvement from the child you worry about. A positive note. That AHA moment. A successful lesson. Those celebrations will help you get through the day.
This year has been a tough year for me. The stresses have built from a multitude of directions and at times I was completely overwhelmed. For a while, I cried daily for various reasons. Let it out, it's ok. But be ready to turn it off the minute you see the kids.
Find someone you can talk to. Someone who is willing to listen to you vent. Get it off you chest. But choose carefully. Choose someone you trust. It will help in the end.
Yes, teaching is frustrating. But it is also cause for celebration, if we just look for those successes.

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Letting Go

It is state assessment time. The middle school student I tutor skyped tonight, just to go over a few things. She wanted to make sure she was set for the test. I didn't have enough time to go over everything with her, so we concentrated on a couple of trouble spots. A few things threw her that shouldn't have, a couple of things were easier than she remembered. Some of it was nerves. As we signed off, I wished her luck and reminded her to take her time and go over everything twice.
My student's turn is coming up. As we spend each day reviewing skills to make sure they haven't forgotten anything, it occurs to me that I just need to put my trust in their memories. We have gone over every standard. We have discussed strategies and methods. It really is up to them now. I need to let go and let them do the best they can. But it is hard. These are my kids. I take it very personally. I know I can't hold their hand during the test. I know many will be very stressed. All I can do is give reassurances and remind them to do their best. After all, isn't the best all we can expect of ourselves?

Friday, April 13, 2012

When Teachers Care, Students Care

I have found over the years that students put into their education the same amount of effort and purpose that they see you put into teaching them. The harder I work, the harder they work. Modeling, after all, can be a very powerful and motivating teacher!
The same applies to their relationships with each other as a classroom family and with me. Today I had a functional migraine slam me about an hour and a half before it was time for dismissal. The students know me well enough to see that something was wrong. Immediately, the lights are off and the room is quiet and they are very focused on helping me teach them. They do the same thing for each other. If someone has to step out of the room or is absent, someone nearby will take care of getting them what they need ( work, correcting, materials) without being asked to do so. If a student is struggling with a concept, another will either quietly explain or make the time to tutor them later. If another student is hurt, the others are concerned and will take care of them. This empathy will take them far in life.
Other times, they have stepped up to take on more responsibility. There was a day with a substitute who barely spoke English. He appointed several students to "teach" each lesson. The students took up the challenge and helped each other. When I returned there were some questions, but for the most part they took care of business. I was very proud of what they accomplished and let them know it.
Students will apply their learning to learning something on their own if given the opportunity to do so. Not every student, mind you. Some just prefer the social aspect of school. But I have students who PREFER to spend their time on research projects and power points IN THEIR SPARE TIME! "Can I work on a project?" is heard quite often. I share with them my own curiosities, interests, laughter, and caring.
Why?I have worked to increase their natural curiosity and intrinsic motivation. I have modeled and worked with them to teach them the skills they need to learn for themselves.  After all, isn't that the most important thing we can learn?

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

English Language Learners.....

This is a bit of a rant. I apologize, but I feel strongly about this. As mentioned in another post, I fight for the rights of my students. This is one case where I have to follow state law even though it frustrates the daylights out of me on their behalf. The problem does not lie with the students, nor does it lie with the ELL teacher. The problem lies with government.When I write of this, I write from experience. My Master's Degree was in ELL and Reading. I taught ELL class in elementary and middle schools. I have given the assessments, taught the students, supervised the para-educators and supported the teachers
This year I have a higher percentage than normal of my students who do not speak English in the home and whose parents require translation at conferences. These same students are no longer served by the ELL program, much to my frustration. Several problems occur for these students every year. 
Problem #1 The test. It was changed this year, hopefully for the better. That being said, I have not seen the newest version and cannot speak to its effectiveness. The old version was too easy for 5th grade students and too hard for Kindergarten. The SAME test was given to all ELL students. It also measured predominantly conversational language. Research shows that it takes, on average, 3-5 years to develop conversational language fluency. It takes 5-7 years to develop the same fluency with academic language. These students are tested yearly with this test to determine whether they qualify for services. The will spend one year being "monitored" (in the regular classroom with check in's by the ELL teacher to see how they are doing) before being exited from the program.
Problem #2 Statewide Assessment test. ALL ELL students must take the full state assessment test only ONE year after they enter public schools in our state. 1 year.....much less than what research supports. Not to mention, students who have been here less than one year take the Math portion anyway. Now, the test doesn't count against the school if they are in the less than a year population, and they can have a reader. However, the reader just reads. If the student cannot COMPREHEND the content, it may not make any difference in the outcome. Our math test is more of a reading test. Most problems are formatted as story problems.  If the student doesn't know words that are academic language specific to mathematics (average, factors, multiples), having a reader will not make a difference. Not to mention the fact that some are multiple choice while some require the student to write out their thinking in numbers, words, or pictures.
Problem #3 It is VERY difficult to get resource room help for an ELL student. In order for them to even be considered, there can be no doubt about whether their issues stem from cognitive ability rather than language. I understand that at one point in time, too many ELL students were given to the resource room, but now it seems that the pendulum has swung too far the other way. It does not make sense to assume that students other cultures will not have cognitive difficulties. If they need help, let's at least assess instead of assume.
In order to help these kids I speak often with the staff at school from the resource staff, to the ELL staff and beyond. I teach students using activities that will reach students who learn aurally (hearing), visually, and kinetically. We work in multi-level groups, we work with "expert" partners, with student and adult tutors, and anything else that I can think of to increase understanding. We read, we write, we discuss, we do. I front load vocabulary, I teach them to use resources (dictionary, thesaurus, internet). On top of that, I give the students skills to help themselves acquire language and comprehension so that when they reach the big world of middle school next year, they have a better chance of learning.

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

From the mouth's of babes

You never know what kids will say or do. Just make sure you know when you can laugh. Over the years I have bit my tongue so many times it should be Swiss cheese.
When I was subbing I had a kindergartener who came up and gave me a hug and asked me when my baby was due........I was only about 20 pounds over weight.....
When I was teaching kindergarten in my own classroom, we took the kids on weekly field trips. We played tapes for the kids to sing along to while we drove. One tape was the Chipmunks and the kids would start chanting for us to play the "Devil Song". I always wondered what the parents thought when their kids asked that. The song was the chipmunk version of "The Devil Went Down to Georgia.
I often laugh out loud when grading writing assignments. The things the kids will write, especially when they bring their personality to their writing, can make the tedious job of editing/scoring writing just a bit more fun.
There is humor in teaching. Sometimes it's a laugh out loud must share moment. Other times, it is a quiet moment of laughter to yourself. It keeps you going.

Monday, April 9, 2012

I take it personally

I consider my students my children for the 9 1/2 months they are in my classroom. I demand the best of their behavior and efforts. I set the bar high and then help them to achieve to the best of their ability. I celebrate their successes, fight for their rights, and cry with them when they fail- then help them pick themselves up and start again.
Am I tough? You betcha. Ask my son- he'll verify it for you.  But my students appreciate me for it. Maybe not this year, but next year, when middle school is suddenly easy because they have the skill set they need to survive while they watch their peers struggle, they will come back and thank me. Several usually do. More proof is in days like today. "I missed you" was spoken by a majority of my class, accompanied by a hug, as we came back from spring break.
Yes, I am emotional. Those emotions help ME help my students. Yes, I wear my heart on my sleeve. My students KNOW I care. Does this mean a less emotional teacher cares less? Perhaps. It is not up to me to make that judgement call. I just know that is how I am wired.
I CARE....and my students know it. It makes a difference- and I take it personally.

Sunday, April 8, 2012

It must be great.....

Usually those words are followed by "to be a teacher. You get summers off, you work a regular work week, and you get all those vacations." That couldn't be further from the truth.
Summer vacation? Oh, you mean that time when we are attending workshops and classes to improve our practice and keep up with the latest research, or take college classes to advance our certification.
Vacations? Oh, that would be when we have all of our doctor appointments, meetings, and other personal chores that we put off the rest of the year so that we don't have substitute in the classroom.
Regular hours? Sure, if by regular hours you mean a 10 hour work day. I arrive over an hour early in the morning so that I can get to the copier and work on prepping for the day. Sometimes that time is used for teaching intervention classes to help students who are on the border of failure on state assessment tests. After school, I stay for meetings, lesson planning, and correcting. If, by some chance, I leave before 10 hours is up, I take work home with me.
Sure, it's great to be a teacher, but it has nothing to do with "time off". It has everything to do with  making the difference in the life of a child.

Saturday, April 7, 2012

What is teaching?

Is it imparting knowledge to waiting minds? Is it leading children to learning? Is it providing opportunities for children to learn for themselves? Is it back and forth conversations between teacher and learner?
I think it can be all of these things or none of these things. Each year I teach, the class dynamic is different. So different in fact, that even though the curriculum is the same, the method for teaching it can be vastly different. Each student's needs require me to analyze what it is that I am teaching and decide what is the best method for that class. I may even decide to change what I am doing based on the class dynamic for the day.
So what is teaching?
I guess for me it is the day to day interactions with the students that result in the students retaining knowledge. How this is accomplished depends greatly on the curriculum and the students, but one thing is certain: the days of lecture and note taking or drill and kill worksheets for ALL concepts is a thing of the past.

The hazards of spell check

My first year of teaching in public schools., I had my students writing legends. I had a list of titles I gave them such as; "Why the Shines" or "Why the Raven Calls". My students had some time in the computer lab (we had a dozen Apple IIe that they used to type them up. When I was reading their papers during their Math work period I had to leave the room to show another teacher. We both ended up in the hall laughing until we had tears running out down our faces. The title of the story was supposed to be "How the Octopus Got Its Tentacles", but the student had misspelled the word and then used spell check. The title was now "How the Octopus Got Its Testicles." The saddest thing of all is that most of the story worked either way!! Lesson learned. I no longer allow students to use spell check. They must use old fashioned dictionaries.
Life can be like that. We really should give ourselves a "check" once in a while. Spell check, reality check, or whatever check makes sense. Rushing through life without thinking or reflecting causes problems, big and small.
Teaching can be the same way. The reflective teacher is a teacher who will be able to change his/her practice in ensure the students get the best education possible. Rather than plow through the lesson hoping for the best, ask yourself if the students are "getting it" or would changing something help them make sense of what you are trying to teach. Not every lesson  has to be a major Broadway production, but every lesson can be adjusted to reach every child.

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

So many things

Lots of things happen during the course of a day, month, and year in school. After 18 years of teaching, I have seen and I have learned. I thought I might blog about some of what I have learned from students over the years as well as share some humorous moments. I am new to blogging, so have patience. :)